Can't Sleep

Paisley can sleep fine, but I am wide awake. She's making this sad little noise in her sleep and it's keep me awake. It's almost like a whimper. Everytime I start to drift off, she whimpers or the darn IV starts to beep. She's on her 3rd IV line. They keep blowing. Her flu came back negative and so did her strep test. I should find out more about the lumbar puncture and the meningitis later this morning. It has me worried because she has this rash that has her doctor concerned. I really miss Bobby and our other two girls. He said Laney didn't want to go to sleep without me tonight. I didn't really want to sleep without her either. I hate this waiting. I hate this hospital. I hate this cell phone. Sorry...had to throw that last one in there. Have you ever posted a blog via cell phone? It's like sending out the world's longest text message! At least it keeps me connected to the outside world, right? I can read all my blogs and I can see any comment or email I receive. I can send out emails too. I just can't leave a comment on any of the blogs I read. Not sure why not. I found out the hard way too. I was trying to comment on my friend Jackie's post. She had some really pretty pictures and I was going to tell her that the pictures of her mill were better than the scene we get by looking out this hospital room window. Well, I guess I should try to get a little sleep. It's 2:50 am here and later today I'm gonna be sorry for not sleeping. Please keep praying. It's really looking like meningitis. Love to you all.